Wednesday, February 21, 2007

THE RULES
Each player of this game starts with the ‘6 weird things about you.’ People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 6 weird things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says ‘you are tagged’ in their comments and tell them to read your blog.


6 Weird Things About Me:

1. (alright. this might make plagiarism ring in ur head. but im not copying ian!! alright. there goes) Im actually a quiet person. a quiet person at home. a quiet person alone. i dont really like to talk much. yup.

2. hmm. i have a short temper? i flare up easily. so dont MESS WITH ME. wahahahahaha. -.-"

3. actually theres not much i can think of. so i would skip this.

4. and this.

5. yup. you guessed it. and this. LOL.

6. actually im weird in my own way. so i guess no one really knows me. haha. ahh. im not making any sense. NEVERMIND.


6 moreeee peeps..
1. minhua
2. jinghui
3. eileen
4. junping
5. gabriel
6. gerrard cheah

Monday, February 19, 2007

i must say. im quite a sentimental guy. not to self-praise or what. it might nt be a good thing.

im raised in a single-parent family. i only have my mum. my dad died when i was 2-yrs-old. i wasnt even old enough to know what death is. i just thought that my dad is sleeping. i didnt even have a chance to have a lasting memory of him. my mum will always try to make it up to me by giving me more love. but its nt the same.

going to school. looking at the children holding hands with their dad and mum. dads getting their bags for their child. i feel the sadness everytime. but who do i turn to? i was still a kid. dont really know how to be sad without the hormones in me. i just feel an undescribable emptiness in me. horrible feeling.

luckily. i might this family of people. they are now my godma, goddad, godbro. i was that close to them. they gave me love and taught me the ways. i am grateful to them.

maybe its due to my upbringing, i actuali grow up to become a quiet person in private. to others, i like to show the crazy part of me. i like to show the noisy part of me. but being quiet is the true me. i like the night. the quietness. the peacefulness. i feel very at ease at night. letting the inside me rule.

sometimes i really feel the emptiness. i sometimes ask myself, why, why am i without a father? why am i deprive of that love? whenever i think of all those. i struggle to hold back my tears. i doubt this sadness could ever be erased.

Monday, February 05, 2007


an outing with the Leaders!
you linger in my mind -
i blew my chance -
or shld i say -
im not good at this? -
hope to see you again -
thats my prayer -
=)
woke up late today again. hais. but this time got reason okay. really too tired le. the previous day not enough sleep because of test. then the lack of sleep bring forward to the next day. dats why cant wake up. the worst part. i didnt know today is my PA duty. -.-" cant say its my fault rite? i didnt know lor.

alright. had soccer just now. haha. i feel that i've improved. just by abit lah. duno whether its i improve or they anyhow play leh. like i touch alot of the ball today sia. then somemore did some quite good passes. just that my team finishing not that good. always miss. but overall it was fun lah. at least got win some and i touch alot of the ball. haha.

helping out in the True Love concert. hope i dont screw up.